I have been divorced now for almost 2 years. My x-husband remarried soon after our divorce and they are doing well. He and his new wife are moving to Tennessee the end of this month, I live in Iowa. We have a 10 year old daughter together. He has been seeing her every other weekend and now after the move he will probably only have her for a few weeks out of the summer. I feel bad for my daughter, I know she loves her dad and enjoys spending time with him, now she is not going to have as much time to spend with him. What I'm really writing about is that I feel I still love my x-husband. I wish now that we never got divorced. My life is so difficult now, I have so many struggles, mainly financially. I miss the house I used to live in, now I live in an apartment with my daughter. I made many mistakes during our marriage, I wish I could take those mistakes back. I just don't like being alone. I don't really get out to meet people and I feel so lonely. Maybe that is why I miss my x-husband so much. Is there anyone else out there who still has some feelings for there x-spouse?
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