Okay for the last time Im hoping I kicked my daughters father out on monday. I was feeling good about it till last night when he called and text me. He wanted his things and said he was on his way here so i was forced to respond to make other arrangements. It really messed up my thinking. I didnt want contact with him. It hurt because he said he loved me and stuff and missed me. I cannot be with him, he is a lying cheating con-artisit...but i always go back cause he gets into my heart by his kind (fake) words. I dont know how to get my mind off it now. I miss him again and I dont want to fall in his trap. He doesnt really love me. I just need some inspiration to keep me strong and to help me from caving. I always think to myself im gonna be so happy with someone else but then i remember that it will never be my babys dad and i get depressed again.
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