Tonight I got a wave of the I miss him's. I was watching House, which was a show that we would watch together, and I just got nostalgic. I do not miss what he has become. But I do miss what we once had. I miss that we were once a family. I am raising 4 boys mostly by myself and I wish I had some help. I miss the company I once had. I miss the physical intimacy too. I miss being held while I fell asleep. I miss the late night talks. I miss being able to vent about life or having the knowledge that I have support behind me through out life's trials. There are a lot of things that I do not miss. But tonight I am in missing mode.
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