Tonight I got a wave of the I miss him's. I was watching House, which was a show that we would watch together, and I just got nostalgic. I do not miss what he has become. But I do miss what we once had. I miss that we were once a family. I am raising 4 boys mostly by myself and I wish I had some help. I miss the company I once had. I miss the physical intimacy too. I miss being held while I fell asleep. I miss the late night talks. I miss being able to vent about life or having the knowledge that I have support behind me through out life's trials. There are a lot of things that I do not miss. But tonight I am in missing mode.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...