I truly miss him right now. I know it's probably because it's night time and my daughter is asleep and it feels lonely right now, but I miss him. No matter how much I try to remind myself of the lying and cheating he did, I still miss him. I miss talking on the phone with him, coming home to him, hugging him, kissing him. I miss watching movies with him. I miss laughing with him. I miss him snuggling up with me in bed. I miss connecting with him. I can find all kinds of things to occupy my time and try to keep my mind off of him, but the thoughts still get in. I don't miss the him from the 2 months before we split up; I miss the him from a year ago .... when we were happy. Even 6 months ago ..... I thought we were happy ..... I thought HE was happy.
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