Last night when my stbx and I were discussing things, I ask him why would couldn't at least give it more time and try. He said when he is around me he gets too much anxiety and he feels like he will have a heart attack. Wow, good on the old self esteem. I was also told I really don't know the ow that I am judging her on their affair. Oh really, I have been friends with her for 10 years and she was my health care provider for 6 and my daughters. I spent ten days with her in India. But I guess I am a little hard on her since she has slept with my husband and is still in the picture and he is in love with her. She knows him like I never will. What the hell, also he tells me things about me that are not even real. Who really know who???? Oh what a tangled web we weave.
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