I'm becoming manipulative and playing mind games with the ex.... I know a big part of this is my hormones but I keep doing horrible things in the heat of the moment, making threats that I have no intention of going through with (like saying I'll tell his mum how much money he owes me), but I know they'll get to him. I can't stop myself it's like I need a reaction. This really isn't 'me' I feel so bad but can't stop myself, I'm a stranger to myself... What's happening to me?!
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