I am trying to date right now, because I'm so terribly lonely. Even just to talk to others. I don't want to be on my own and want to be back where I was a year ago, living in my house with my husband. I'm worried that he was the love of my life and others will not be like him in any way. I have no idea how to get my emotional bearings. It was a six month separation...but now, nothing. I can't seem to get myself together. I feel like I want to die.
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