Thanks to all for getting me through my depression last night. I have a lot going on. I had to restructure my department today and people are PISSED. I am going to see my kids for the first time in a month in about 49 minutes. They might be PISSED. I know my wife is. I probably screwed myself six ways from Friday. I came clean about everything I ever did in a letter to my wife, and let her know I am going to keep on paying, instead of just paying a support payment. I'm sure she'll be PISSED. Life totally blows, but that's OK, I can handle it. People have it far worse than I do. In any case, thanks for all the support. You guys are great.
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