It's been a while since I have been on this site. I have been alone (without a serious relationship) for over a year now. I finally met someone that I like about 3 weeks ago, but I'm terrified he's going to hurt me. Maybe I'm better off alone. I feel confident except when it comes to dating and relationships. I am trying to come off very calm, and I'm not calling him or being overbearing, etc, but I'm always uneasy. We don't talk all the time, but I take that to mean that he isn't interested, but when we are together its good. I feel like everyone around me is settling down, getting engaged, etc. Don't I deserve that too? Just needed to vent. I always enjoyed this site and need to start visiting more often again. :)
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