I hate feeling like this. My kids are with ex for the week. I miss them so much. After 16 mos. of separation, I still absolutely hate it when they go. It hasn't gotten easier. In my present state of mind, I wonder if it's all worth it, even though I know the answer already. My youngest is only 7. Eleven more years of this seems unbearable! Plus, I get lonely. Even though we weren't happy, at least my family was together instead of my kids having 2 houses. Sorry. I guess I'm just having a pity party tonight.
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