well nothing new happened, except someone told me they where out saturday night and "he" was there he went outside 2 or 3 times to get "high" and was drinking. A few went to breakfast and he looked at someone and said "you can tell my wife whatever you want" cuz he brought one of the women with him...I really do hate that these people tell me things... I have to stop it for my own sanity. Why do I still hurt so much and how do I stop thinking of him.. before I was downstairs on the treadmill and i was thinking about him... OMG he is not all that, but he was mine... I just hate this feeling and i want it to go away and i don't know how to let go... I still just want to help him even though he thinks nothing is wrong and he is "happy".. he is on a crash course to self destruction. I all I can do is watch... I just don't know how to let it go, if someone can give me suggestions I would be grateful because sometimes I feel like I am going backwards... thanks
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