I'm going to the bank tommorow to finalize the purchase of an appartment that I purchased as a result of the divorce process. I'm scared to death cuz my beutifull house isn't sold yet cuz the people that were going to buy the house backed out. Now I have a house and an appt to pay for and I can't afford all of this. The bank want their money and I'll be in an economic crisis till I sell the house. Two morgiages plus one rent. Hows that for starters? Not enough with the mental shit I'm going thru now I got the financial shit too, I'm in panic. And like if thats not enough, I just found out today that my STBX's boyfriend who she left me for is getting her a new Porsche cabrio! WTF??!! I'm thinking... well they can take everything I have but not my life, so thats what I only have: my life and my kids. Thats all I need now! Mental heath? No time to deal with that now.
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