When i married my husband i was a broke single mother of two boy's thus i married him out of need and for the security and a father for my boys, i however never loved him or appreciated him i was awful, it is only now when we r divorcing that i have realised i love him more then anything i feel so lost, confused, empty, scared, i do not sleep hardly eat, i feel as if my life is over future seems so bleek, yet i know this is my karma for the way i have treated him.
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