Help! It's happening again. My yo-yo relationship is taking a toll on my again. Just yesterday I posted a topic "Am I to blame" with the jist of my long and crazy relationship. Just today he calls and starts in on me about why I'm doing this to him?!! I have tried so hard to be very restrained and patient over the last few days and not let this man get to me emotionally anymore, but somehow he makes me feel so guilty about not giving him a chance...again. He left the house 3 weeks ago and told me over several days how he wanted a separation and this time a divorce. He took his wedding ring off and told me he doesn't care what I do anymore. I'm going crazy, because just as I start doing what I want, he is all in my business. He is questioning who I'm talking to and what about (he has access to my cell phone bill online), why I can't see that he left because I can't forgive and he wanted to make a point. Now he says he wants to go to counseling and everytime he reaches out to me, (like now) I just don't seem to care. I am so confused and feel emotionally battered. It's like I can't seem to do the right thing. If I do what he tells me, he throws it in my face later. What am I doing wrong here? Do I need to just completely emotionally and physically remove myself from this man's life? The problem is I do still love him and part of me still wants things to work... I just don't know if I'm blinded and need to be strong? PLEASE HELP
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