I realized today that I am beautiful and strong and if I let him take that away from me then he's won....he wants to break me down that is why he has done and said the things he has said and done to me...he wants me to be unhappy because he is unhappy even though this was all his choice....but, at least today, i know that it's nto over for me....one day there may be someone out there that will love me and think the world of me like I deserve....it shouldn't be hard to love someone....it should come easy....its too hard to love him anymore.....
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??