Well, just when I thought I was OVER IT, I went and blew it! The x had the kids last night, and we had talked (first mistake!) the day before about our son giving me teenage troubles... he was very nice and supportive, etc. etc. Last night I asked him to spend the night! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? A little niceness and I'm ready to sleep with you? I'm SUCH A MESS!!! BTW, he didn't stay - he said he didn't think that was such a good idea - and he's right! How did the healthy one become the F-ed up one?
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