I have never loved anyone so much. I have many problems. First off I am an alcoholic. I have been for about nine years. He knew all of this when he met me. I was the party girl. I WAS! I am not anymore. He doubts every word I say. At first he didn't have a reason. He was a jealous freak for no reason. I did cheat..I was lost...I do love him and always will. I just need support, I need him to love me as much as I love him. He is everything I ever wanted..I just wish that I was that to him. No mattwer how hard I try...no matter how hard I try.
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