Most days I just feel normal. I don't know if that makes sense. I feel ok? Anyway I used to feel like crap all of the time, then Just bad. Now I fluxuate between ok and good. Today I laughed, and enjoyed laughing without feeling bad about it. When people say healing takes time, it is true. Much like a wound, takes time to scab, then for the skin to form. Eventually you are left with a scar to remind you of what you went through, but in general everything is working again. I used to think I would be broken forever. I am so glad to see that eventhough I still feel sad, I can actually feel happy too. If any of you new ones wonder if you'll ever be ok, or feel good again, yes you will. I know it sucks, but it takes time.
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