My mind is my worst enemy. I find it very easy to give other people advice, to read their stories and try my best to help them through. So many times I say to myself, just read what you write and listen to what you're saying and apply it to your own situation! I mean, I know exactly what I need to do to make myself feel better. But why is it so hard to actually do those things that I know will make me happy again? No matter how much I tell myself don't think about it, my stupid ass brain just takes over and those memories or songs that remind me of her just keeping popping back in. Why is it so hard to not take my own advice??
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