Truly loved for who I am and I want to be in love again. I'm so afraid I'm never going to feel that passion and intensity for someone again. I'm afraid this heartache will last forever. And, I'm afraid at 45 that it will take me forever to get over my ex and all I'm doing is aging. I've taken all the steps there are to take to move forward (except for moving away and Tiger, if you are reading this, if I can't pull it together now, I'll be in tears all the time somewhere else all alone - my kids won't come with me, they'll stay here with him). Why does he get to be happy, arrogant, condescending, not working and already in another relationship? Especially after the way he treated me in our marriage. I hate my life!!! But I don't hate you guys!!! You're all a big part of my life line. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
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