it's been a while since i have been on daily strength but i have to get my anger out. i just learned that my husband has another child that is already a year and a half old. i am mad as hell, i'm devastated and i am so tired of being the one getting hurt. i know it is wrong but damn him, her and this baby. i know this child did not ask to be here but i'd be lying if i said i cared about this childs welfare because this other woman sure did not give a damn about my children. god forgive me but i hate them and him. i know i am not the only peron to go through this, but this hurt is so painful. he has lied and lied for 2+ years....how does someone manage to keep up with all the lies?? our relationship was far from ok or even normal for that matter but he sure was not trying to give me a divorce either. when will the pain go away and how can i ever really trust another????
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