I posted a few days ago about my boyfriend of 6 months. He was my best friend for two years before we decided to give the relationship a try. It was great at first, but in the end, we're 600 miles apart and have only spent 12 days together in those 6 months. I was planning on moving out there to be with him in April. Things are perfect when we're together, but we've been fighting a lot about stupid things when we're apart because the distance gets to me. I went to see him at the end of October and met his whole family and completely fell in love with all of them and even more in love with him. He was supposed to come here for Thanksgiving, but was being weird about coming, and finally told me that he had family coming in from New York and wouldn't be able to come see me. We ended up breaking up the weekend before Thanksgiving (we had always promised that we wouldn't break up no matter what) and I asked him to keep working on things with me after our breakup. He agreed, and I went to see him two weeks ago. Things gradually got better and when I went to see him, as I was leaving, he asked if we could be together again. We were back together for a week before things started going downhill again. He was pulling away and I didn't know why. He told me that he just isn't happy when I'm not there. We ended up breaking up two days after Christmas and he tells me there's no hope of us getting back together. He is going to Vegas today with his dad and staying until Saturday. Last night he tweeted something along the lines of "glad this trip came when it did because I wouldn't have been able to fully enjoy it two weeks ago"....... I just don't understand how someone can tell you that they love you and still care about you and do something like that. When I asked him about it, he told me that he sees that I'm pretending to be happy without him and he thinks it's all an act and that I'm just trying to get a rise out of him. I have honestly cried every morning since we broke up because I can't bear the thought of living without him. I have begged him to take me back and he says that we can't be together again because of the distance. I don't understand how he doesn't want to be with me, yet gets upset when I try to move on with my life. I guess I need more advice as to what to do next... I want to be friends with him again, but if he keeps hurting me like he did last night, I don't think that's an option.
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