and i want to....and i think i'm doing all right..but today i had another panic attack....and i wasn't even thinking about him....i need to work...i want to work....but somehow this bullshit mental crap keeps getting in the way!!! How the hell do i keep me under control so i can do what i have to do???????? i'm on antidepressants...and have been taking xanax for the panic....but hadn't had one in forever so stopped taking it a month or so ago...will i ever get my life back???
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