my name is katie I am 25.I have been separated from my husband since aug 08.I was married for four years but with him for 11 years.I was having an affair and have been living with that guy since aug.I have a son who is almost 3. he lives with his dad and i get him on the weekends.My boyfriend just dumped me. and i dont know what to do? I left my life for him and now i have nothing. I have no money no home no friends or family. what do I do? How do I start over? I just want to die. I tried to kill myself the other night.I took a bunch of pills but my boyfriend made me puke them up.My whole world has been destroyed. Well let me tell you more so you understand. I broke my back 6 years ago and got addicted to pills and drugs.I was so unhappy with my husband that I took pills all the time.I almost O.D. he wouldnt take me to the hospital so i called my boyfriend who took me and i have been living with him since.I went into a program and have been clean for 5 months now. my family has abandoned me,they think i left my son for this guy but i left because i had to get clean for my son and i did.I just got a job last week and thought everything was getting better.but then the other night my boyfriend out of the blue said that we weren't working out. i was shocked and devestated thats when i took the pills.I have nowhere to go,no money and no desire to live.what do I do? I don't know how to get help or what to do does anyone have any suggestions? I need help and some friends. thank you for reading-Katie
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