I get an Im last night from her asking if Im ok, saying I guess Im fine, I miss you what the hell deos that mean. I am right now packing the rest of her stuff so I can send it and have just fallen apart as i know this will be the last time I have any contact with her. I just dont understand < I guess Im ok. What the hell she should be just fine she is with family and all her friends and has gotten everything she wanted especially me out of her life and now she misses me, bullshit. This just really hurts I was ok until I started packin her shit.
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