Right now, I just want to give up. I think I will just get in the car and start driving. Nobody would miss me. I am useless, nobody needs me anymore, my son is at the age where all he does is play video games and only needs me to fix him food. I have no one else I am so lonely and can't stop crying, why doesn't God just take me now. I am so ready to go. I can't keep on like this. I am so lonely it hurts so bad.
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