I HATE HIM! I WANT TO TXT HIM ALL THE HATEFUL THINGS THAT I FEEL TOWARDS HIM. HE CALLED ME A WHORE AND MADE ME ACTUALLY FEEL THAT WAY BECAUSE I ONLY WAITED 2 MONTHS AFTER DATING SOMEONE TO SLEEP WITH HIM. HE TOLD ME THE DAY BEFORE I CAUGHT HIM IN THE ACT THAT HE WASNT SEEING NO ONE LIKE THAT. IT WOULD BE A LONG TIME B4 HE WOULD SLEEP WITH SOMEONE AGAIN! WE HAD A COUNSELING APPOINTMENT THAT DAY AT 10 O CLOCK. IT WAS THE ANNIVERSARY OF A DEVASTATING MISCARRIAGE! I HAD THE MISCARRIAGE ON OCTOBER 23, 2004 @ 7:43A.M. I FOUND HIM WHORING AROUND ON OCTOBER 23, 2007 WHEN I ARRIVED AT HIS HOUSE IT WAS 7:40 A.M. (JUST LEFT WORK) IM SO HURT! HOW COME IT WAS OK FOR HIM TO JUST JUMP IN THE BED WITH SOME WHORE! THE SAME BED WE SLEPT ON WITH OUR NEWBORN DAUGHTER!! THE SAME BED I SET UP! THE SAME BED WE SLEPT IN 1 AND 2 NIGHTS BEFORE. THE SAME BED WE HAD OUR MOST INTIMATE DISCUSSIONS AND MOMENTS ON!!! I HATE HIM SO BAD!! I AM TRYING TO HIDE IT! TO MASK IT UNDER A SMILE! IM NOT GOOD AT THIS! I DIDNT CALL HIM ALL DAY UNTIL MY 4 YEAR OLD TOLD ME SHE WANTED TO LEAVE DADDY A MESSAGE, I CALLED AND 1 OUT A MILLION TIMES HE ACTUALLY ANSWERED!! I NEVER EXPECTED THIS. I HATE HIM! FORGIVE, FORGIVE EVERYTHING HE HAS DONE EVERYONE SAYS TO ME!! HOW, HOW DO YOU FORGIVE SOMEONE WHO BEGGED YOU BACK, WHO MADE YOU DO UNSPEAKABLE THINGS AND THEN DUMPS YOU ON YOUR FACE!! MAN I JUST NEEDED TO VENT. I DONT WANT TO CALL! I DONT WANT TO GIVE HIM THAT SATISFACTION! HE BRAGGED TO HIS SISTER TODAY THAT HE IS DATING SOMEONE ELSE! WHY! WHY WOULD HE DO THAT! HE TOLD ME THE OTHER DAY TO CONSIDER THAT WHORES FEELINGS!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO TO HER IF I SAW HER! SHE COULD HAVE BEEN WOMAN ENOUGH TO COME TO MY FACE WHEN I CAUGHT THEM! HE COULD HAVE BEEN MAN ENOUGH!! THEY ARE BOTH SCARED LITTLE PUNKS!! I DONT KNOW! IM SO HURT!! I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT, IM SORRY IF THIS IS OR SOUNDS CRAZY IM JUST SO SAD!
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