last ngiht, I had a dream that he was here and that we were talking and he asked me to take him back. He admitted that he was ill mentally and that he wanted to be back with me. I told him that we would have to get couselling and he would need to get help for his underlying depression. Maybe I had that dream becuase that is what I would like to see happen, but deep down I am so glad to be away from the drama. it's goign to be hard, but I know this is the right thing to do. I can't be with him anymore, and if my dream became reality, I would have to turn my back on him. i won't allow myself to be put through such misery and torture again. I deserve better, as does every human!
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