I decided last night that I was going to take time for me today.I took a long bath,and decided to watch a movie.When I flipped on my tv,the christan channel came on.The sermon was about coping with things that just dont work out in your life,and it just spoke to me.I know that religion and God are a touchy subject,but for the first time in a long time,the sermon made me feel at peace.I felt as if I had the strength to pick up the pieces and move on.I'm by no means near being better,but I finally stopped crying today.I was about to just..be myself.Something I havent in a long time.And it felt good.I have alot of anger and hurt left,but because of this sermon,I can finally begin to put my life back together.
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