Does anybody else feel like one day they can see the road ahead and have a good plan, and the next day just cry about the loss? I thought I was over it and I do have a plan now and am moving forward, but the fact is I still love the man I thought he was. And he was that man for many years - we'd been married for 23 years and it's been about the last 6 or so that it's different.
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