I have read so many discussions and haven't found any stories quite like mine. Am I soooo different? I have been married for 17yrs. I think it was about 15yrs ago that I stopped loving my husband. Not so sure I ever did truely love him anyway. To me it's like I started the divorce process then. The pain many of you are going through now, I went through then. I cried. I morned. I hurt. But now I'm so over it. I'm numb. I don't cry at all. I am so glad to be getting divorced. I am so excited to be free that I feel guilty. I feel guilty and different. Many times I think to myself, "I'm not human". I don't even have feelings....
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...