I have read so many discussions and haven't found any stories quite like mine. Am I soooo different? I have been married for 17yrs. I think it was about 15yrs ago that I stopped loving my husband. Not so sure I ever did truely love him anyway. To me it's like I started the divorce process then. The pain many of you are going through now, I went through then. I cried. I morned. I hurt. But now I'm so over it. I'm numb. I don't cry at all. I am so glad to be getting divorced. I am so excited to be free that I feel guilty. I feel guilty and different. Many times I think to myself, "I'm not human". I don't even have feelings....
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