I was doing a little bit better then everything comes crashing down again. I had the talk with my ex last week about our current living arrangements. I felt better when I said what I needed to say. I basically told him that I have no options at the moment to be able to afford an apartment for me and my daughter and even though I don't have much money that I would give him 400 a month so he won't lose the apartment. He didn't like the idea at first but then accepted. I figured it would buy me some time to figure things out but it is also ripping my heart out every day dealing with our breakup. I am never going to get closure on this. He has moments when I'm upset and crying where he will hug and kiss me and it gives me momentary comfort. Why do I feel like the person who gave me all this pain is the only person who can comfort me and take it away.
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