I am puzzled as I try to move forward of why I am feeling the pain and not her. She moved on with no care in the world. She is happy, healthy, able to have fun and me...... I am miserable, no one to cry on and no one to hold. I should be the one that is happy and loved. I loved her with all of my heart and I am the one who is paying. When I think of her life compared to mine I wonder????? Did she ever really love me or was it just a thing that made her feel good at that time? He actions tell me that she doesn't care that I am hurting. I left her go but, why am I still feeling this way?????
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