I've found myself being a little bitter today. I dont trust men...it's strange how quickly it happened. I went from being a trusting person to now I really don't trust ANYONE. Will I ever trust again? How am I to work on my marriage (if we try) or move on if I can't trust anyone. It's really not limited to just men. I don't trust anyone including my family. They say one thing and now I'm expecting the opposite to happen. Will the anger and bitterness subside? How long will I feel this way? I'm having the typical good days and not so good days. I haven't had a bad day since like Monday, but I don't know. I still find myself wanting to dress up for my husband, waiting on him to come...almost as if none of this had happened. I have fleeting thoughts and feelings like I did when we first started dating. I know he doesn't feel the same, but these feelings are so confusing.
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