No excuses, no lies, no stories, not amount of "I'm sorry's" ... no nothing, can change what he did tonight. And the sad thing is, it wasn't anything horrendous, just a new level of disrespect. I don't even want to get into it because it's so trivial and stupid and people would tell me "I told you so". I just never thought he would do this. He never did it while we were married and he hasn't done it since we've been separated. Tonight was a first and from the way I feel, a last, as well.
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