I´m kinda new to this, but maybe this will help me. Somehow I need to talk about how i´m feeling and maybe hear some advice. I´m 19 years old, yeah maybe i´m too young to live this kind of situations and maybe I should live my life, keeping up with college, going out with friends, and all of that. Believe me, people tell me that all the time to make me feel better. I met a very special person 4 months ago, 3 months ago we started dating. In a short amount of time, I fell in love. For me was super weird to fell like that in a short period of time but he is a person that I appreciate so much. A week ago he broke up with me, I didnt wanted to, i wanted to keep going on and be strong together, to be a team together. But we have a lot of problems. I have insecurities with myself, low self esteem, im codependent, i have family problems, i have trouble with anxiety. And he... well, he is almost 5 months sober. He was an alcoholic but he started to go to support groups before he even met me, and Im glad about him, im glad he wants a better life. he has low self esteem too, and started to have troubles with his family. So, the two of us didnt know how to control those problems that in a slow way started to affect our relationship. To the point that I got mad at him and he reply to me with the same anger. So, he broke up with me. He says he loves me and wants a future with me but meanwhile he wants to recover alone and he wants me to go to support groups and to a psychologist. For this past 8 days, I´ve been having anxiety attacks, I always wait to see if he post something on facebook or instagram stories... he stopped to post instagram stories and seen my stories a day after the breakup. He use to post a lot of memes throught the day and after the breakup that changed. I cant handle myself wanting to know what he is doing with his life. We havent talked since the breakup. On thrusday he went to college i dont know why and he approached me to just say hi, i couldnt see his face, even i want to look at him so bad... I dont know what to do. Anxiety is consuming me.
So, my sister needs a spinal fusion, but we read this blog post about si joint pain and we're interested in stem cell therapy. What are your thoughts on adult stem cells?
So my friend and roommate has been vegetarian for a while, then went vegan some months ago. I respect veganism and vegetarianism. I even see many of the points they make. However, I am not vegan nor vegetarian. The problem is that he is getting unbearably pushy about his lifestyle sometimes. Like, it's driving me nuts. Once I gave him a ride to the store with me and purchased milk...