I am so mad at myself... I did so good being at the party last night and STBX was there now today.... he was in a chat room that we both go in and started with me and I lost it... I called him an asshole and said he was the one that fucked around... and it was in front of everyone I am soooo mad at myself that I let him get to me.. not to mention he also said in front of everyone that he is a drug addict...I could kick myself... so good one night then I let him get to me today...I am kicking myself... dammmittt
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