ok...i just had ex sex. I know I should have said no, but to be honest...I wanted too. A little part of me was thinking...ok...I want to get revenge against his gf. Apparently they have only had sex a few times and it wasn't all that great for him. Now I know what you are all going to say, so I am ready for it. But the sad thing is...I would do it again. I don't want to get back with him, I realized that yesterday...but I wouldn't mind using him a bit and like I said...that little bad part of me that says...HA HA...he's cheating on her with his WIFE and she can't give him what he needs. I so wanted to be the bigger person. Does this make me a bad person?
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