I've never felt more like running away from all of this more than I have today - I've had a few good days and all of a sudden today - the sadness just blanketed me. Not helping have a terrible cold and physically I'm exhausted. Teens are just being boneheads - and they can't see that I need hehlp right now. I'm tired and can feel my fingers slipping. At times I'm surviving and getting thru it. I know I'm strong - I've had to be - but it just seems to be missing today. Trying hard to keep communication open with husband but obviously he doesn't care - that's the hardest thing to get past right now I wish I didn't care but I do. I'll pull up my socks and be mom nd look after everything like I usually do just having a small breakdown today - but it will all be okay - sorry for the ven
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