I'm freaking out because I wake up at least 2 times a week crying after a dream about my x. I can't stop crying and I call in sick to work. My boss knows my situation but told me that the next time it happens I'm toast. 2 months ago I was having suicidal thoughts and told them I was going to have my psychiatrist sign a form to get me on the Family Med Leave Act. My boss told me to wait and save that for when I really needed it!! He gave me the impression that he was going to work with me on this. Not a word about it until yesterday when he told me I'm out if it happens again. I love my job. Just having a hard time coping. I think I'm screwed.
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