So today I sent the ex an e-mail stating that I would speak to him on civil terms. Before I went to Miami he had called me said he missed me and wanted to speak on a civil level. I did not contact for a week. Last night I saw our mutal friends and I just had a weak moment today. Since I wrote the e-mail today I haven't heard anything from him. I have been doing everything from cleaning to anything else I can imagine just so I don't contact again. Our mutal friend showed me his Myspace page and he changed the whole thing and the mood said he felt rejevuninated. I keep thinking mabey he has a new girlfriend. He felt rejevuniated and was on the right path when he met me around the same time last year (2007) Before he met me he had a man crisis and a breakdown. Met me things were good and then he left me before this Christmas and now he feels good again. Am I just having irrational thinking? Probally.... Ugh!!!! How could someone do this shit? Now I am thinking, I did the wrong thing and I have to have no contact and now he has the control again. Help me out here... I need some advice. Is his guilt and missing me wearing off now that he is changing everything?
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