Well , its me ....the crappiest person on earth!!!! I cheated on my wife and need guidance bad. I love her so much and I know what I did was my responsibility and there should be no justification right? I mean am I just a pig or could there be any factors. It will never be her fault nor will I push blame on her and say she is responsible .....But I cannot help feel that if the marriage was so happy why stray, if that makes sense. I have never cheated before and have been cheated on alot and I cannot figure out why I would betray my vows over these factors I have used to justify my actions. If there is anyone out there that cheated before could you let me know your reasoning behind it and please be honest. I am sitting here in a broken marriage and the argument is you cannot blame me for this and not that I have but I do feel your spouse plays a role unless you have no moral values . From where I am sitting I know I love my wife and pray constantly that our marriages ends with one of us dying of old age . I cheated when I thought it was over . I thought there was nothing left It would not be so much how I feel about her but how I think she feels about me that brought me to that conclusion. No matter what comes of it I am still the cheater and deserve no second chance but I also know I have learned form this and have been trying to communicate my feelings a little better ....If anyone can offer some advice feed back or just some life experience I would be eternally grateful
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