I have been married for 20 years, two kids. I am not in love anymore and have not been for many many years. A few years ago, we were separated for a year during which time I met someone with whom I fell deeply in love. I decided to work on my marriage and went back with my husband. I feel we have made no progress in fact I think we've gone backwards. This is no way to live. The stress is killing me and yet I cannot make a decision if my life depended on it. I'm scared to leave the security of a family and of a good man. Please help. I care for my husband very much but I am not in love with him anymore and I feel like I have wasted years of my life and his life with this indecision which doesn't let me/us move on with our lives. I really am desperate to make a decision but I'm afraid to make the wrong decision. Please help.
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