after four years with my Narcissist boyfriend I unraveled and finally said to him after he announced to my family that we are getting engaged and will be married in 2009. shortly after the announcement my heart was busting and I asked him what was going on and I was more afraid of what was next...and I got out of the car as he didn't have anything so say and then I held my breath for 2 weeks and called him and he turned it all around on me that I Broke Up with him--it was a disaster--he obviously was waiting for me to crack/snap/ and never had intentions of Really going through with marriage. I am heartbroken, he blocked me, cut me off of all communication and it has been 6 mnths and I am feeling the Rejection and Loss every day/night-it is a very difficult heartache and I have to get over it and I don't know how. I go to a psychiatrist, read a tone of books... I can't shake this spooky feeling!!!! I cry everyday...............
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