Ok, I fell in love with this girl 13 years ago at first sight and after being married for 10 of those years we split. Our 8 year old son is in the middle of this too. We were very attatched...I never thought it would end. We had problems including violence and lack of trust on her part and money and motivation issues on my side. We had a very active sex life and she was the best to me. I seem to handle everything until I hear or find out about her new lovers...even after 4 months. I've had my share of fun and have a steady gal but I still can't get the images of the guys being with what I cherished soo much outta my head. IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE! I can see the acts...I can feel the heat...etc: I don't want to be back in the same situation as our marriage, and we'll probably never be together again.... HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP!!! HOW DOES IT GO AWAY!!! HELP!!!!
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