I've been trying to heal from this heartache for 15 months. It's as fresh as if it were yesterday. I'm struggling raising 2 teenagers with no help from their dad (not my recent ex). I feel like I have no material value. I can't find my way past anything. It's like walking around blind deaf and dumb. Fuck counselors! Fuck everything!!!! Fuck it all. My kids can go live with their dad. I don't care what the fuck happens to me and my pathetic life anymore!!!!!!!! I'm tired of struggling every day. In 44 years don't you get to have a portion of life that's good? Is there anything good? I don't see it. I just can't do this anymore.
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