It's been 5 month since my ex took off to NYC to be with his exgirlfriend without telling me. I still miss him every second of everyday. I hate that i'm at this place again! I saw a different ex tonight at the gym from far away he has a tattoo of his girlfriends initials i cant believe it! what am i doing wrong, i'm not pretty as these girls and not as cool i guess. So curiousity got to me and I check out his myspace and his main picture is a nice big ole shot of him looking gorgeous with his new/exgirlfriend before me wrapped around him kissing him. I can't take it anymore. Why am I always left behind? Why do I get left, i'm a good girl. I get ignored after the fact too. I get forgotten.
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