From facebook that is. I am so sick of her post on there how life is good and she is so happy. I guess in a way I ended it by kicking her out, her going to stay at the shelter and putting a protection order on me. ( which i fought and won) But I seriously thought she would come back and want to work it out like we have before.. But I guess this was her way out.. I know its going to be a long tough road. I cant believe how emotional i have been over this. I also am so depressed sometimes I can't eat. I feel so week but I know right now I am so tired I wish I was in bed sleeping my life away.. I just need to figure out something.. Life should not be like this for me.. I just feel like i want a fast easy way out of this.. I still care for my wife and always will. but I cant live the Drama she put me through, I miss her, love her.. I miss my step son especially.. He does not need to live in that style of living her hooking up in plural relationship now with a man and woman and there kids. its not right. But I know its just to fill her empty void and maybe it isn't I just feel so much pain for the both of them for the lifestyle she has chosen. So i thought finally by deleting her it will help, I have been going to counseling a lot for past month it will be two months separated on Nov. 27th just sucks her birthday is today too which is even more depressing, to me and I did not want to see all the great happy birthdays on her facebook. It does not matter I cant even talk to her because of a temporary order on me till my divorce so its pretty much useless. I just want to be happy again
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