I have been fighting it for days, but I finally couldn't resist any more. I sent an email to my husband that I still miss him and I don't want this separation or divorce. I know it is stupid. Its not the first time that I have told him this. He knows it. He knows I still love him, and none of it matters. Why can I not keep the no contact rule. Why do I think the next time I tell him- he is going to come to his senses and come home. I know that is not going to happen and yet I still do this stupid stuff.
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