I am so moving backwards, everywhere I go or everything I do I just think of STBX I have had dreams about him the past few nights. I hate it, I really feel paralized by him. I haven't spoke to nor have I seen him , I was looking in my photos online for this spefic photo on my grandson and every group of pics had him in them from vacations to holidays to whatever. It made me cry all over again. I just can't seem to move forward I don't like this state I'm in.. I know to get healthy and move on with my life I need to let him go in my heart but I just can't. He has moved on all he does is go out and party he is having a blast and I am home consumed by him... what is wrong with me... I wish I could do a heart and soul cleansing to get him out. I just don't know what else to do... any suggestions?thanks for letting me ramble on...
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